Who am I? I am Charon, facilitating the abandonment of one life and aiding in the entering of another. I am Cronus, closely inspecting my past in order to change my future. I am a team player, not only in the classroom but on the ultimate frisbee field. I am a teacher, not of math or science but of trust and confidence. I may have cyclothymic disorder, but I am a overcomer.
Cyclothymic disorder has forced me to grow, to abandon alcoholism and fight to better myself. Settling for a life of self medicating is no longer acceptable. Now I strive to complete an accelerated program and receive my Masters in Healthcare Administration as well as a business minor and animal behavior concentration. I know I have set the bar high but I know I have the strength and determination to prevail.
Despite being disabled, I continue to push myself to do new things. When I first began playing ultimate frisbee I knew nothing about the sport, the culture, or how the team would react to a disabled player. To my surprise, walking onto that team was one of the best things I could have done. Not only did I find acceptance for both me and my emotional support animal but I found a support system. A support system that encouraged me to continue with treatment and accepted me for who I am. I may not be the best on the field, but I can honestly say that I would do anything for my teammates.
Sadly, I haven’t always been able to find happiness or acceptance with humans, but I was able to find it at Longhopes Donkey Shelter. Each animal came in with their own past, just looking for some type of certainty to hold on to. I was the giver of certainty. After seeing the effects of their past lives I provided these animals with a sense of security and gave them someone to depend on. No longer did they have to struggle through life, rather they learned to forget their struggles and to accept the new ideas being presented to them. No two cases were ever the same, but I am and will always be their teacher.
Despite the challenges presented to me in life I am proud to call myself an overcomer. I may have been diagnosed with a disability but I refuse to let it control my life. I will continue to push myself academically, to try new things, and to show others what it is like to have someone to depend on. I know this will be a long journey, but I believe I have the tools to be the overcomer that I know I am.