On November 11, 2014, my life was forever changed. While at gymnastics practice that evening, I was involved in an accident that caused an avulsion fracture to my left ankle. For most people, injuries such as I sustained, heal. For myself and some others, they do not. What followed was a diagnosis of Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS)—a rare, chronic, and exceedingly painful life long condition which is poorly understood by the majority of the medical community.
Few people diagnosed with CRPS ever recover; they end up permanently disabled and in constant anguish. CRPS pain feels like being hit with a baseball bat over and over again while at the same time being dipped in hot oil and set on fire. It is impossible for most people to understand the extent of the pain.
My journey to remission has taken me to multiple doctors in multiple states over the course of the last two years. In August of 2016, I found a doctor in Texas who knew how to restore me to health. It is a process, but every day I am healing.
I know first hand what it is to go from complete and utter despair to being in the process of restoration. In a place once covered in darkness, I now see the light at the end of the tunnel. Every day I walk forward in faith knowing God will restore me completely. Because God has been so profoundly gracious to me, I am deeply moved to help others.
Pairing this personal experience then with my love of learning and discovery, I am determined that my life shall affect others in a positive way. I am passionate about becoming a physician. My heart’s desire is to help those with CRPS have the hope of achieving remission.
Besides being a clinician, I imagine myself as an advocate. As a physician advocate, I will strive to bring awareness of this condition especially to other physicians and also to the public in general. This is a necessary step in dealing with this disease as the time from onset of symptoms to diagnosis is often well over a year and this delay results in a poorer prognosis.
CRPS can affect anyone: young or old, male or female, wealthy or poor. It is a condition which is poorly understood by the medical community and because of that people with CRPS are often marginalized. After all, not many doctors want to face patients who they do not know how to help much less cure. But I have been through it and I have been helped. Now it is my turn to offer the hope of healing to others.